today i am just going over my relationship again. why am i going through what i am going through? what am i learning from it all? As i think, ideas come to the surface that work as answers to my life questions.
i brought logan into my life for a few reasons, some of these reasons are still in the deep recesses of my unconscious, subconscious mind, their relevance still surfacing. The cards have told me that one of the experiences i am going through, that we are going through as a couple right now, is one of witnessing a series of manifestations that carry the pain and suffering embodied in our most recent past together.
The most obvious manifestations are appearing as illnesses and turns of bad luck for Logan. A more subtle example that i am seeing is the fact that one of the items he took unknowingly was my black and white swirled blanket cover. Through my trials over the past few years this cover when spread across my bed signified to me all the chaos and craziness that continually rushed through my head. It is a buisy piece and i am surprised but also not at the same time that i am glad to see he picked it up for now he has something to remember me by. There is yet another more deeper reason why i feel good about the cover being passed to him. I feel that his possessing this item signifies the work he did with me in getting me through my most troubled times.
I believe that Logan has truly helped me get through a very hard point in my drug addiction. He came into my life at the time when i was finally done being an addict but had not yet the strength to give it up and find my true self again. For that he must be commended. For this reason he is still in my life.
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